ok danielle just sent me that i she is so scaring me right now.i want my harry's date yet no one is responding.i just suddenly have this sudden craving for harry's and more harry's.i dont get how my parents would always travel all the way to swissotel just to eat prata when there are many prata stores behind my house.drama is starting to get stanger by the lesson.people are overtly happy and jumpy all the time while i am usually feeling unusually emo or neutral.i wonder why.has my youthful happiness faded away?next lesson a bottle of red wine and a packet of cigarettes.cabernet sauvignon.the taste of utter bliss and a moment of sheer joy and total happiness.talk about sheer simplicity.i am easily pleaseable.i need to finish reading a book.or so that is expected.a short prose full of emotions and thoughts that are easily expressable.the thoughts of getting a distinction.what a joy and what a dream.trinity in september.which accouts to numerous practices very very soon.my best friends seemingly seem so near yet so far away.whatever happened to our weekly meetups and conference sessions.i miss them so much.is it just me or is it true that everybody changes alot once they finish secondary education.on that note.i really hope not.

every torment comes an end